I'm carrying your heart in mine;

BLOGGER , BYE.

2009-04-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

yes, i've moved.
http://ohwafah.livejournal.com

No surprise la

2009-03-30T21:46:00.005+08:00

I went for Raghav's concert tour!
i ended school at 7pm,
more importantly i was there at 11pm left at 4 am,
reached home at 8 am,
slept till 12pm,
went for swarnam till 11pm,
went for camp next,

and slept at 3am.

and why am i telling you this?
because, point is im the real wonderwoman maaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

i thought the rapper looked better than Raghav tho,no?

MONDAY's Surprise

2009-03-28T12:59:00.002+08:00

I WILL BLOG ON MONDAY.
cause there is really something worthy to blog about.
OFF FOR CAMP!
BYE!

Photos on facebook

2009-03-24T14:34:00.001+08:00

(:
Busy with school and swarnam,
photos on facebook!
bye!

FINALLY

2009-03-18T21:11:00.004+08:00

while everyone else will be busy with the last minute wedding preparations and getting ready for the nikah this friday,
i will be making my way to raffles place,
to get my hands on you, forever and always.
(:

so what? the groom sister needs to shop what.
oklah, back to my kanasai animation.

A Revelation.

2009-03-16T00:54:00.004+08:00

I felt the contentment i long to feel after so long.

Tonight I'm making a pact with myself,
& Tonight we are going to start anew.
And this is my promise.

“i took my morning walk, i took my evening walk, i ate something, i thought about something, i wrote something, i napped & dreamt something too, and with all that something, i still have nothing because so much of sum’thing has always been and will always be you.

i miss you.”

house of leaves by mark z. danielewski

i love tumblr.

):

2009-03-14T23:14:00.004+08:00

Why, i was elated the moment you took the lead. but shortly after they equalized,
but really, i still believe that you would never dissapoint us, because really it was an important moment. Why? Why get trashed terribly, what were ya'll thinking?
4-1?
MAN UNITED, WTH IS THIS?

I think Highway is damn happy because Man U lost BIG TIME.

Wah, i have nothing more to say man,
Really, i'm, urgh, i don't know.

Dejavu

2009-03-13T22:44:00.005+08:00

Thats Ana & me. DOnt ask how i got so dark.

& Thats is..MAKE A GUESS.?

ok, i digress,
Oh well. I hate today i HATED YESTERDAY and i'll probaly hate tomorrow also.
I'm an emotional mess,
completly in a mess i can't seem to clear.

damn everything already.
i feel utterly disabled inside.

Nostalgia

2009-03-09T21:27:00.005+08:00

That is my mum. I don't know how many years ago?
HAHA, but seriously?
goodness.

deleted people from my msn list! (:
on another note
Oh I'm glad worldwide festival second day is at zirca, cause its 21 & above for boys.
At the very least i can do my duties without having so much thoughts of young punks tryna pick a fight with one another.

Christensen, you ready to go? HAHAHAHAA, ciao bella.

I'm sorry, but we need time.

2009-03-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

arab street was sweet.
shuffling between them & Habib.

Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

fleeting.

2009-03-06T16:38:00.001+08:00

Wow, some of my friends are actually proceeding to Universities.
HOW TIME FREAKING FLIES man.

getting ready for dinner at arab street(:

Dew.

2009-03-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a beautiful(and expensive) day.
Arab street, later we shall meet again.

post mortem.

2009-03-03T02:08:00.003+08:00

shit.
i hate it. i still have one month of school left. ANIMATION FUNDAMENTALS IS KILLING ME, VECTORS IS CRAP, WHAT KEY FRAMES!??! HUH WHAT ACTION SCRIPT!?
Adobe Flash, you'll never ever be my bestriend, or friend for that matter.
Thanks flash, you're gonna screw my GPA. Now, its gonna fall below 3! thanks to freaking you.

I've gone mad. Look at me,

Mad Giler Babi sioooooooooooool.

On a lighter note, my Ipod is back, i managed to restore some songs.
AND also, highway requested for this song to be on my blog cause he meant it for me and says he will sing it someday.

AND PLSSSSSSS catch a copy of juice mag. Gilles Peterson yo!

OKAY BACK TO FLASH.

no, actually i'll just go to bed. screw you, flashydishy.

Silver lining

2009-02-26T23:22:00.004+08:00

(For my reference and very own reminder)
1st march-third week march: Video production
1st week March: Comittee shoots, Swarnam comittee meeting
2nd and third week march: Rehearsals & post-production
22nd March: Brother's big day.
26th March: Diploma show
28th march-swarnam
28th March -30th March: Design Orientation Training camp(Trained to train freshmans)
April-May: Singapore Film festival front of house, i think i will be doing crowd control & ticketing & Worldwide festival!!

(now this looks alot better than my organizer)

I seriously can't wait for world wide festival.
WHY? because 20 hours beach party at sentosa baby! BUT NO, I AM NOT THERE FOR THE PARTY, IM THERE CAUSE IVE GOT A DUTY. I'm hoping they'd assign me to stage hands(crew). Close up and personal with Gille perterson! OH HOW AWESOME IS THAT. For the uninitiated: HE IS A BLOODY AWESOME DJ:D
http://www.kinemat.com/worldwidefestival/?page_id=15

BUSY BUSY BUSY MONTHS AHEAD.
Nonetheless, NO EXCUSES to neglect my dearest boy.

I will always be there with you, always will, and always have.
and you know that.
I LOVE YOU.

2009-02-26T00:47:00.004+08:00

to stay, or walk away?

i'm torn apart.

2009-02-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

one month, just one month from today,
is my beloved brother biggest day.

2009-02-22T15:28:00.002+08:00

let me just kill myself.
i accidentally reformatted my ipod and now my 3000+ songs are gone.
omg and my videos and movies. ):

DUMBF/.

The girl from school

2009-02-19T21:04:00.005+08:00

Storyboarding done. Like shuhui, i'm also afraid to start on production.
For my group, post production will be tougher the video is half animation, half stop motion.
I cant wait for my shopping trip to bandung,indonesia in june.
Boy, how i miss the place! ):
P.s: MY BESTFRIEND WOULD HOPEFULLY TAGALONG.

HIPHIP,hooray.

rarity,

2009-02-19T02:39:00.004+08:00

Insomniac or what.
Damn, i miss highway.
I'm calling him NOW to wake him up from his sleep,
just to tell him i can't sleep,
and more importantly shout,

"EH, BIB! I SUPER MISS YOU LAHH. (SIGH, SIGH,SIGH)!"
(i should have kissed you alot more)

Our love to admire.

2009-02-19T02:25:00.004+08:00

You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain.

2009-02-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

papa i miss you.

HEY

2009-02-17T02:27:00.006+08:00

I've been listening to interpol and vampire weekend alot alot alot.
And my babydslr canon is gonna get a new battery, more shoots(:
Also, i've got flash and photoshop CS4. downloading tons and tons of brushes.
Night shoots, Pulau Ubin, Sentosa, Arab street, Waterloo street, Dotc Camp, Swarnam, Gigs,
and and and......

omg, a wedding.

busy busy busy 2 months.
Until 30th march, and then maybe,
i will be back, but blogger is out.
The grass is greener on the other side.

A "dear diary what i did today" super boring redundant lame ass post.

2009-02-11T22:28:00.004+08:00

Omg stupid shuhui actually uploaded my "womanizer" video on facebook
and everyones like commenting.
ERHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Hahah. Stupid enoch called me a dork, while some say i'm a talent! HAHA.

I went shopping today with Highway.
I took like 5 minutes to get heels from charles and keith, and he took 4 hours to look for a wallet and finally settled fot a 49bucks wallet from adidas boutique at pacific plaza. Boys are bad fussy always second guessing kinda shoppers!
----.
Earlier, he actually said "Hey, lets get same shirts and wear it out someday" My boyfriend is so corny, but thats one of the many many many many reason why i'm so in love.

OMG WE WENT TO CHECK OUT FRED PERRY MERCHANDISES AND WE LOVED IT VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH BUT THE SHIRT IS $289 ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]=
next month imma get it man.

Today is 11th. Our 7th. (:
Kl this Weekend, shopping! OK BYE.

Home.

2009-02-08T23:09:00.009+08:00

I've been out EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY and the earliest i come home is, hmmm... 10pm:)
I havent been reprimanded.....yet nor have i done my report and proposal, BRAVO.. [[[=
Friday's queensway & MUSTAFA(HAHAHAHA) with highway.
Saturday's Outing with the design orientation camp programmers(NICK I WANT THE PICTURES)
Sunday's Zouk Flea with Shuh hui and Met FHS the super funky band people.
and 2 days of pure misery, FEVER and TOOTHACHE. (:

Sorry shuh. i can't find a decent pic of us): ( I SHOULD STOP MY SILLY FACES!)

----------.

ive been told to go see the mirror.

The Margay Tiger CAT

2009-02-03T23:48:00.005+08:00

I know i had rabbits before and i gave them corny names. LULU AND LALA, my first ever pets.
But because i've been suffering serious skin allergy since i have been in close contact with them, my mother decided to give them up. :( I was upset, but i got over it in 24hours.

Now, after 7 years, i've never longed for pets until i saw this.

MARGAY TIGER CAT.
Ladies and gentlemen, meet the Margay Tiger Cat. He makes up for being super rare and semi-endangered by having the awesome ability to turn his ankles 180 degrees in their sockets. Furthermore, I hereby officially declare that he has made regular house cats obsolete as far as cuteness is concerned.-http://www.buzzfeed.com/expresident/margay-tiger-cat

just thought i'd share,
"All human beings should try and learn before they die what they are running from, and to, and why." James Thurber

95percent done and i dont like it.
i miss you highway and im sorry.

Fun-damentals.

2009-02-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

not yet. almost almost.

WANTITOHSOBAD):

2009-02-02T00:47:00.007+08:00

ST, my 2nd favorite lecturer.

Tomorrow is the start of Year One Final Moving Images Project 1. I SO FREAKING CANT WAIT TO END MY FRESHMAN YEAR. ITS BEEN AWESOME :D I miss the camp though, (sentosa at 1-5am in the morning was the best) :) Freshman vibes is good, but seriously i just wanna be done here and go overseas. [[=

I will be working my toes off to get these.

this phone is so sexy. (:

On a ending note, i've been sleeping at 5am of late rushing assignments, only to get up at 8am.
I'm tired, but i think my biological clock has adapted to it.
Unhealthy, i know.
BUT GETTING A's and Distinction IS VERY IMPORTANT(:

How far along?

2009-01-30T22:12:00.003+08:00

luckily history and culture is over. GAHHHHHHHHH I HATE PAINTING TO THE MAX.

20percent done only, omg submission on wednesday.
I don't like it, really. :( MY GPA is gonna hit below 3 this sem.
I'm screwed. Those o'level kids coming to Temasek design school, stock up your redbull or coffee. Whatever rocks your boat lah.

painting

2009-01-29T01:12:00.001+08:00

i did this in an hour. omg. i hate painting.

Someone tell Highway i miss him so much. :(

2009-01-28T01:28:00.005+08:00

Yeah i was at live n loaded. Moshing is SO NOT my thing.
The only thing that kept me awake was the great spies.
Oh yes, talk about music prodigies.

2009-01-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

i spoke to my mum about studying overseas,
all i can say is, im glad she took me seriously.
so anyway, our director emailed us,

a. UNSW offers ALL TDS grads with a GPA >3, DIRECT entry into their Year 3. You only need to spend 2 years to get a Bachelor’s degree compared top the A level certificate holder. NO interviews required and no portfolio show. If your GPA is less than 3, they may ask for an interview and/or portfolio and moderate the advanced standing.

b. UWE in Bristol, UK offers TDS grads direct entry into their FINAL year (with honours). An interview and/or portfolio show might be needed. Their course is 3 year (with honours) so expect it to be tough going. You spend 1 year to get a degree.

i'm stoked , really. i told you temasek design school is a big shot. Pray for me please.

Henderson Waves

2009-01-26T01:36:00.003+08:00

I swear that this is the busiest assessment week ever but I've been out and about all the way till midnight only to come home feeling absolutely drained out. Meeting Shahrin and his band members is almost a daily routine now HAHA.
SO ANYWAY. LONG WEEKEND HUH. since im not at KL with my family, i STILL do DESERVE AN AWESOME BUTT KICKING WEEKEND despite being so cramped up with all the you-know-what. Feeqah and i decided to explore singapore and so, we got lost in a beautiful place:]
ENOUGH TEXT ALREADY.

well yeah, it was hauntingly dark and beautiful,you should have been there.

kids.

2009-01-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

have the olevel kids quit yet?
i need a job.

I got a whole bunch of gorillas ready to pull the trigga.
ok,random. listening to cross that line by akon you see.
im procrastinating amidst all the hoohaa.
eh wah, im going to not go to school tomorrow to spend time with highway.
ok best! see how my sentence is structured?! so cool! wooooooooooooo. im not making any sense really.

this coming week is: design students instant noodles week and mad mad mad week.
how to destress? ANNOY HIGHWAY LAH TOMORROW. best sey!

Pain

2009-01-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS. What a week. BEEN BUSY WITH,

Meetings.

Swarnam's Assistant Art director is me me me.

Photoshoots.

Museum visits and research

Feekah suprise 19th :]

And yes , i'm tired. BLOODY EYEBAGS.

Above All, i miss Highway so much :[
i haven't seen him in 4 days and i've been very very grumpy.
With all the assignments piling up, i will not be following my family to KL which is so depressing,
but i get to see highway and squish him tight..
Habib Noor, i miss you so :(

2009-01-17T15:08:00.002+08:00

my bestfriend slept over my house on thursday, and in the end,
i ended up sleeping like a pig leaving her unattended the whole night. Sucker.
Sorry BABE :(

Futuristic assignment on my nerves

2009-01-14T20:06:00.005+08:00

I had a talk with alfie, my favourite lecturer a week ago about whats after poly.. He strongly encouraged for me to futher my studies. He said "Its always good to have something else to fall back on at the end of the day, if you're in the creative industry." I have thought long and hard about it, and, no, its not too early to make plans because application,admission matters,enquiries would take to about one and a half years.
So just nice by the time i graduate, in 2 years time, and if i get accepted, i'm hopping to get enrolled by winter 2011.

After days of doing some extensive and intensive research, i i would love to be enrolled in UCLA (University of California Los Angeles) doing a degree programme either Media studies or Theater studies. I have yet to talk to my mum about this, and since i have relatives that are currently residingly in Las vegas(in proximity to cali), i certainly hope my mum would be more assured and not entirely reluctant about me going overseas.

Well, thats my plan so far. But you know, things could change. You can only afford to plan, HE decides everything else.
Now, im just taking one step at a time.

and to be precise, now i'm stressing over school projects, but am very much in love with you know who. (:

:]]] congrats!

2009-01-12T16:07:00.004+08:00

OMGOMG my dearest cousin,asaad(left) got 10 points for l1r5,
and the adeeb needless to say, he is in the gifted programme, so skip olevel and go straight to VJC.
OMG. I'm the only one in the family to get 17 man. MEANING IM THE LEAST SMARTEST among my cousins. (depressed)

AIYAH. but so what? I GOT MY FIRST CHOICE whuttttttt!:]

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

2009-01-11T00:55:00.007+08:00

This is probably the most impromptu coincidental lepak session ever. Although we laughed and took as many photos as possible, deep right down, i felt something was missing all along.
Every single moment, i just wanted one thing, that is for you to be right beside me. I truly missed you, and i truly miss us.

Dead-Lines.

2009-01-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

School has been mega mega mad. With open house duties, and assignments piling up, damn i'm screwed.
Thanks Imran for the picture. (;

See you soon Holidays, Oh hi HELL.

2009-01-04T20:44:00.006+08:00

For the past 5 weeks, i've been a complete bummer, wasting moolahs. Holidays was nice, and they will end in exactly 10hours. Just as well. I DO miss school.

2d fundamentals and design history & culture for the whole of next month. Which simply means, leaving school only at 11pm earliest, 2-3hours of sleep, puffy eye bags(not that they do not exist now) AND AND AND planning what to do for my Best ever bestfriend whom is turning 19 in 2 weeks or so, her last ever year before she leaves the TEEN episode. (: damn, you are so old girlfriend!

If you want a piece of me, drop a line and see if i can make space for shopping and our lepak sessions. My schedule is effin' tight.

peace yo, in every sense of the world.

2009-01-04T00:20:00.006+08:00

My bestfriend and i had a long walk today.
With the walk comes the talk.

It was nice, to reminisce the past, the last 6 years, the realization and talks about death.
We had it all talked out. I asked her about our intentions of blogging, and i found a perfect reason to leave blogger all for good. I want to go back to my old diary days, because i feel so restricted blogging on a "public audience" basis. I miss having an outlet for my very personal thought.

The thought that sticks around for a good 10 to 20 second, and then it is conveniently forgotten.

Despite that being said, i'm not going to leave blogger.
Its still here, for the benefit of your curiosity,
and the benefit of memories and communication.

Anyway, interpol's songs have been repeating on my playlist. I'm in love.

RANDOMNESS:

SEE MY PET SLEEP! SO CUTE!!!!!!!!

Announcement

2009-01-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, i have another blog and its more brief and versatile, or so i think.
straying eyes, is still sticking around.

http://heywafah.tumblr.com/

:my musings, and favourite design ideas.

In the still of teh night

2009-01-01T18:10:00.002+08:00

I've lost 4.5 kg this year people. And whats the new year resolution?

-Visit dentist every 3 months, although i have to travel all the way to paragon.
-Get a part-time job
-More social networking
-Take up boxing!

Last day of 2008, the girls came over to my crib, and we had a good talk and laugh.
Lots of catching up, although wished za could stay longer.
Feekah and me then went to meet the boys for a while and we hanged out till 11pm.
The countdown with highway on the phone was memorable..
Indeed a fresh new start for us and hopefully a good one. Bye 2008, you never dissapoint.

2009, oh hi,

2009-01-01T00:50:00.007+08:00

Yesterday.

October: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST;]

School re-visit

TP RAWKS :] sure it does

ICG:racial harmony day

spelling bee TDS camp

Genting:]

Feb:Sri's birthday.

August:Baybeats

Peepshow

Icg camp

May: JAKARTA

March: Arab street

Sept: CCP

Hari Raya

April: GSE concert

Sept: After Geylang

May: Campus Care Network

Feb: 5a2 pit

APRIL: Bro's engagement

October:Bienalle

Feb: Aunty pereira left for sri lanka for 2 long months :[

August: Niece's photoshoot

I LOST MY BIRTHDAY PICS :[
and 31st dec pic will be up when im free.

i know you're hearing this time and time again, but really happy new year.

EXTREMELY LONG.

2008-12-30T20:48:00.005+08:00

OH HI.yah thats my bangs! 2bucks disgusting shit bangs!

This might just be the post of the year, the final post.
2008, is undoubtedly a very bitter, and at the same time,
sweet sweet year.

JAN-MARCH
IT STARTED with GIORDANO where I've met amazing, humorous people like Ilah, my second in charge whom never really took charge. We were friends, on the sales floor, and out.
Mega, Cedric, Malou, Nicolas, and Elaine whom was like a mother figure to me(THO SHE'S like only 30?). I miss working with them, the every pressure and motivation brought upon and to each other. Giordano, remunerates well, but studies comes first.

APRIL-PRESENT
Temasek Polytechnic, A whole new bunch of designers, and Indians. Indeed, my social circle expanded. In fact, more than i thought it would.
I'm even known in NGEE ANN. Haha.

JUNE-JULY TILL PRESENT
Then Came Habib Noor(HIGHWAY). Someone who has made a very important mark in my life.
Just one sentence: HE BECAME A PART OF ME AND ALWAYS WILL BE.

AUGUST
MY SWEETEST BEST FRIEND birthdays surprise that is so UNFORGETTABLE, made possible with the help of Deveyan and highway's incredible acting.

as quoted in my previous blog:

22nd August, which was my birthday as some of you might know, was a great day and here is why.

i went out with my dearest highway, and then called my best friend to come have dinner with us, BUT SADLY my best friend had some things she claim she had to attend to. SO, highway and i went to met his brothers for sheeeshaaaaaaa at Arab street.
Although, slightly dejected my best friend cooldnt make it,
i was happy that my dearest boyfriend was around together with a great company.

after rounds of sheesha, highway and i took a walk.. when we came back, the three boys were gone, and i was alone with highway for a couple of minutes when he closed my eyes.
SUDDENLY from THE BACK,i hear PEOPLE singing hapy birthday, with my favorite cake.
the people were none other than my best friend and my secondary school cliques,
i was SO speechless, i almost wanted to cry.
ALL OF THEM(HIGHWAY AND DEV AND ETC ETC) knew about this, and got away with their acting very well. hahah. it was beautiful. i WISH that moment was recorded, because that was indeed my best 18th birthday ever, and indeed a superbly beautiful moment I'd never trade for anything in the world. NO WORDS OR PICTURES can EVER describe that moment. IT WAS MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC.

NOVEMBER:
I hit ROCK BOTTOM. i can never go lower than this. I lost someone i love DEARLY.
Someone whom meant so much to me, someone whom i look up to, and get afraid of, someone I've always respected and never talk back to, someone who never reprimanded me, and someone whom always treated me as his own. My heart hurts, and i know it will never heal and fill the void, till my dying day.

DECEMBER:
Nothing much.

CLUE: relative to us. VERY, even he says so.

what a year it has been. so much happiness and sorrow.
so much.
thats life for you, one day you're up, the next you're down.
On particular days, you don't know if you're up or down, like today.

Anyhow, have a nice life in 2009. I really wish to have one to.

PICTURES POST OF 2009, will be up soon [=

now, see you next year. (which will be in like a day or so)

bangballs.

2008-12-29T19:54:00.003+08:00

I've always had my own stylist in reds salon,
BUT I've been broke lately, and decided to chop off my fringe at the one around the corner of the neighborhood.

WORST DECISION OF 2008 I DARE SAY.
my bang's so cocked up! she charged me 2 bucks!
HAHAHA. i' raving mad now. MY STUPID BROTHER JUST CAME IN AND SAID I LOOK LIKE A CLOWN.
thanks ah. QUARANTINE AT HOME UNTIL IT GROWS. OK BYE!

2008-12-26T21:28:00.001+08:00

The sky looks beautiful tonight,
Impeccable cool hues across the sky, masya'allah.

Fort Gate.

2008-12-24T00:22:00.007+08:00

I helped Feekah with the photography today for the modelling project. It was fun. View the set here(http://www.flickr.com/photos/31773915@N06/sets/72157611488940387), although it ain't a complete one cause i exceeded the bandwidth -.-

Just to set the record straight, i created an account on facebook in SEPTEMBER 2007.
FRIENDSTER PHASE was fun tho,and somewhat memorable and im still using it. :]
YES MAN WITH THE MAN LATER. :]

I'm carrying your heart in mine,

2008-12-23T02:01:00.004+08:00

Like a moth to a flame,
I'm stuck in this dangerous game.

Wrap Up

2008-12-22T11:33:00.005+08:00

I passed my Basic Theory Test.

Get me this.

http://www.silnt.com/

To remind me of fleeting moments and passing days.
2009, yes indeed.

Silence on set, Rolling, And.. ACTION.

2008-12-21T00:14:00.011+08:00

I spent 11 hours today helping Shahul, (my senior) to complete his final year project. It was definitely a very enriching and useful experience considering i'll be doing the exact same thing in 2 years to come. My role was simple: Runner, Sound man here and there, and photographer.

Tsk, i feel lethargic,(not that i did much:p)but energetic enough to stay up and study for my bloody basic theory. My mum an brother have been pressurizing me lately.
I know they want me to get my driver license as soon as possible so if i fail BTT, I can't start on practical, and then everything else is going to delay and they wont like that one bit :[
Photoshop is seriously lagging, so I'll leave the editing for another day. Now, I shall just wait for highway to knock off from work and then you know the drill.

Next week is going to be so tight and packed. Shoot after Shoot. I'm booked. And, I kinda like that. Late night at Arab street soon, i suppose, cause i need my lamb shank. FEEKAH, ON??

untouched.
damn, now i realise how indispensable PS is.

Dejavu

2008-12-18T15:19:00.003+08:00

Its just a sense of familarity.
The same kind of feeling when i have you wrapped around me.

2008-12-17T23:04:00.001+08:00

BTT IS ON MONDAY.
havent studied a thing.

MATI.

i can't be mad at you for too long/vice versa

2008-12-17T02:12:00.005+08:00

Look at my LAZY EYES.
and PIMPLES. eeyer.

I met my 2 favorite people today.
Highway came all the way to bedok at 8pm, and left 3 hours later after so much persuasion from me to make him go home[=
All the way just to settle a small "argument", and when i see him smile,
DAMN, my heart fluttered, like it always do.
NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL the argument is,
one smile is all it takes. [=

you know i can't help but smile too.
THANK YOU HABIB NOOR.

The virtual defence.

2008-12-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

I only accept friend request of people i personally know on facebook.
If i don't know you, apologies, but facebook is not my kind of networking site unlike friendster where there is a shitload of young people i barely know who is in my friend list. thank you very much.

The sunday aint wasted.

2008-12-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

so much tidier! :]

and a little space i created today since i got myself a new bedside table.
i'm going to make my room my workspace so obviously there will be notice boards filled with designs and design ideas with an abundance of doodles on the walls. Catch out for that! :]

Droplets

2008-12-14T13:56:00.003+08:00

I miss those rainy nights, along the street, having succulent kebab.
More importantly, i miss the way your nose and mine touch.
Sunday afternoon, Room spring cleaning 1.2 begins.

some ikea fun

2008-12-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

on a saturday afternoon,
i went to IKEA all by MYSELF, and spent 3 long hours there!
intended to buy some stuff to make my room more organized,
i ended up buying things up to $108. TSK.

i'm broke.
home packed lunch it seems.

THATS IT.

2008-12-11T19:26:00.001+08:00

Im damn contented i've got highway.
I will never and can never ask for anybody else, because i've got the best.

After so many weeks, i feel slightly better now.
although these few weeks have been the roughest times of my life,
highway has always been there.

five months.

2 best people :]

2008-12-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

WADROBE

2008-12-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

i was just cleaning my wadrobe ealier,
like massive cleaning,
and DAMN, guess what i found?

MANY CLOTHES THAT ARE FREAKING BRAND NEW WITH TAG(!)
That includes 1 mechanic jumper suit, and black dress, both from mango,
1 black three quater, and black pants, one navy blue shirt ALL from esprit,
and brand new spree items from online shopping.
Tsk. If memory serves me right, the dress was from last year!

Thankful enough i didn't see cockroaches or any of that sort.

MY WADROBE IS CLEAN AS HELL AND COLOUR ORGANIZED NOW.
I WILL MAKE A GOOD WIFE. [=

HAHAHA

2008-12-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

i found this picture in my brother's facebook.
SO THICK SKINNED. and i was like asking, "EH BHAI! WHY YOU TEETH SO WHITE?"

anyways, me, feekah and highway went for some hip hop thingy ytd.
OMGOODNESS. have you seen all the young minah and mats lately?
damn, whats happening to the world!?!

pictures later yeah(!)
BYE.

guess what i've been doing online?
http://www.fredperry.com/estore/
http://www.bensherman.com/client/Collection.aspx?id=15

ben shermaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan i want!!!!!!!!!

i so want many many things :[

so far away

2008-12-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

my heart is still hurting.
the warmth of your hand, the way you look at me,
the cold feet.
papa, i miss you.

allthedamntime.

2008-12-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

click to enlarge.

restless.

2008-12-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

i'm lost, i've lost.

F you sarbir. your bloody mistakes.

2008-12-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

His Mistakes - Usher

Is that the reason I`m to blame
Before I do it
Is it because he, treated you so badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I`m not who`s hurting you

And it`s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can`t win, I can`t win
I`ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn`t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don`t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I`m your man

Just because he did
You swear I`m cheating
You think I just don`t care
Why must I do time
For another man`s crime
Girl you know that aint fair

And it`s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can`t win, I can`t win
I`ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn`t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I`ll be gone..
I`ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn`t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you

I`ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn`t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

2008-12-02T15:29:00.001+08:00

i'm tired.
my heart and head hurts.

2008-11-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

death ends a life, but not a relationship.

BISHAN ITE[=

2008-11-26T16:16:00.001+08:00

(WHAT DOES THIS SUPER BRIGHT EDITING REMIND YOU OF BABE?)

BISHAN ITE is quite cool!
The food is pretty good altho the canteen gives you a sense of vertigo the moment you walk through cause everyone turns and look at you.

THEY CALL ME "the famous bestfriend!"
i'm famous before making an appeareance!
I WANNA TRANSFER! COOOOOKIE ]=(feekah, ayu, you know i know!)

BESTFRIEND THANKS FOR THE DAY :] CONGRATS ON WINNING!

216 words.

2008-11-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.I can't sleep.

twinkle twinkle little star.
how i wonder what you are.

Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep! time to sleep!Time to sleep!Time to sleep.

OK trying.

2008-11-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

I am getting nowhere with you and I can't let you go and I cant get through.
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.

DEEPAVALI SHOW

2008-11-23T11:14:00.001+08:00

LOL.

HAPPY 17th REV!

Zue i love your expression!

the urukaranssss from TP is MEGA LOL.

this is just a preview. pics will be up a month later except pics of me wearing a sari. DISGUSTING! :]]

------------digress

truth is, i love highway's new haircut.
dashing :]

Just thought i'd share, Meet my loved ones.

2008-11-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

YO're not going back to sri lanka! i'm going with you. HOW CAN I PART WITH MY GRANDMAAAAAAAAAAAAA?

Best of friends. 6 years and more to come, insyallah. You girls are still my pillar of strength and comfort. And that will never change even with the coming of new people in my life. I'm contented enough and i can never ask for more in life. HE gave me greatest friends on earth. Alhamdulliah [=

I don't know how long this beautiful thing we share is going to be, el alem allah. But i know in my heart, you're someone i truly have grown to love over time and someone who i care so much for. This bond, is indeed unbreakable if god is willing. And if you're willing, i'd love to spend the rest of my days and nights with you, and only you. Because Habib Noor, i'm sure, in fact, i know i can never get up from falling in love with you deeper. I know i don't often say it, but yes i love you.

I can't fathom the fact that you both are getting married next year and the house will be empty. Empty from your constant irritating sounds, from your noises, and your laughter. EMPTY. i feel so void each time i think of it, BUT my sibling will ventually GROW UP, and they have. So its about time, i be an aunty of another 10 more:] I love you bhais!

Mummy oh mummy, you're are everything to me, you're my world for real.. enough said.

Yes blood relation is stronger, but the bond we share, beats that, single handedly. Father, i love you so.

father, hoping you'd get well soon insyallah, amin. :]

early morning rides.

2008-11-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

I told you early morning kisses are the best.
The distance may be far,
but it was all worth it.

Rides to Bukit gombak ain't bad afterall,
i get to see you smile and you get to steal kisses;]

I adore you
and for what its worth,
i really do.

Non so perché mi amate, E questo è il motivo per cui ti amo .

2008-11-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

I WANT BACK MY LATE NIGHTS AT CITY HALL WITH YOU.
WOOOOOOOOOO I WANT TO KISS YOU HAHA.

no more latenights cause of 6-9pm CLASSES.
early morning kisses okay?

This song by Beyonce is certainly dedicated to highway
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

"I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I need."

Beyonce-Flaws and all

POOF!

2008-11-14T18:19:00.001+08:00

does smoking really relieves stress temporarily?
is the smoke exhaled derived from the acids that makes you so stressed?
IS IT?

if so, i'm going to start,but only this brand.

[edit]JUST KIDDING! :D
highway will killllllllllllllll me! he almost did![/edit]

early morning, i miss highway!

2008-11-13T07:28:00.001+08:00

i think i should have a change of bed and blanket.
they make me feel super cosy, and sleepy and anytime of the day.
BIG RISK TO BE ON IT at anytime of the day.

ITS 7:29am now, and i'm doing my assignment now.
bummer.

SELLING

2008-11-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

Anyone wants to buy this F21 necklace? I havent used it!
going for 13 MAILED :D

email me! talktowafah@live.com.sg

Tertiary Education Is Tough

2008-11-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

I feel SO pressured.
And so deprived.
NOT TO MENTION, AFRAID.

DAMN, rough start. Time to make amends.
Yet i thank ALLAH S.W.T for being with me throughout, alhamdullilah, i managed to pull through.

I miss highway. Once Italian's over, he's all mine 24/7.
I wish.
Design students knows no free time, i just dig hard to find mine.
what rightfully mine.

I WANT BANGS BACK LAH!
major colour change and cut on december I HOPE.

Where would you like to go MUMMY?

2008-11-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

My mum has been pressing me to take my driver license,

so that...........
I can ferry her around

so nice of her right?

Haha, and last night was a night to remember,
i feel SO BLOODY comfortable around Highway,
my god, i wanna take him home cause he massages good! :]

Cinematography at its best.

2008-11-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

Our video tutorials are fun. We watch movies. Yoke ee our lecturer, made us watch a 1991 Chinese movie (RAISE THE RED LANTERN) and most of my tutorial mates didn't like it a bit, not a teeny bit.
Too them, the story is a tad to old fashioned and not appealing enough.

I BEG TO DIFFER. I actually thought it was one of the most compelling and beautifully haunting movies I've watched. Just like what Yoke ee said, we are the MTV generation.
And the reason they didn't like it is merely because it moves in a very slow pace and the music is quite absurd, or so they think.

But I, on the other hand thought it was EXCEPTIONALLY BLOODY BRILLIANT.
I DON'T BELONG TO THE MTV GENERATION. I may be what you call a stick in the mud.
I have Frank Sinatra and Teresa Teng on my playlist. Somehow i don't feel my course mates and me are on the same wavelength. Its hard to come to a conclusion sometimes.

Speaking about videos, Highway and i agreed this video describes us best.

LISTEN TO IT WORD FOR WORD.

Saturated night

2008-11-04T19:11:00.001+08:00

That was a part of my assignment.
and highway, is the director, and me, the producer.
thanks so much for your help BESTFRIEND and SHAHRIN.
we had to shoot at 11pm and you both were super tired but agreed anyway, i truly appreciate it. SO SORRY ;[
SHAHRIN YOU are one TRUE MAT FRIEND.
and bestfriend, as usual, you are always there for me.

HIGHWAY, you saved that day. so sorry you had to go home so late
MY GOODNESS. i so DAMN lucky to have you, im getting GOOSEBUMPS HAHAHAAAHAHAHAHA.

NOTE TO SLEF:NO CLUBBING EVER ~~again.~~

I respect you, but its not showing.

2008-11-01T17:31:00.001+08:00

I'm just lethargic.
Mentally, i really am.
I need a change,
a good change that is.

~~Fuck~~ should totally be out of my dictionary.
Its a disgusting ghastly word and i don't want to get scolded for it anymore. Its scary when you scold me, that i had tears forming in my eyes. Truth realized, I'm afraid of you.
I'm sorry, i truly am for dissapointing time and time again.
note that, i love you, with so much amount of respect in it as well, I've just gotta show it to you.

Yours Truly, Wafah.

BIENALLE with the loved ones!

2008-11-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

Today was amazing[=
a day spent with my two loved ones at bienalle. TALK IS CHEAP,
i show you some pictures okay!

OH BOLLYWOOD PICTURE OF THE DAY.

bestfriend and highway, i love you both[= thanks for today!

(ive got loads more pictures, and they look freakin awesome but im too lazy)

OKBYE!

Highway oh highway

2008-10-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

highway thanks for coming to little india with me on the eve of deepavali. (:
you withstand it all, for me.
and for that, i adore you even more.

car-pearl.

2008-10-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

ti amo.

buon complleano[=

2008-10-25T12:28:00.001+08:00

highway's bithday.

By Highway:
I know thanks is just not enough for what you've done for me.I don't know how to express my feelings to you but seriously,i'm speechless.you're amazing..no you're beyond that,dearest.The dinner at Fig and Olive was so wonderful.The cake,cheesy oreo was so sweet like you and of course the book was just so lovely.It brings me smiles whenever i read it.i'm going through every moment i've shared with you.Now i'm feeling much closer to your heart.Like i've said,for the first time i feel so lucky to have a lovely girlfriend like you.It is the best best best birthday ever.Darling,i'll never let this relationship tear apart,never.It'll continue,continue till end.Dear,i want to ask something from you,please never leave me alone.Thanks for giving me a wonderful day darling.I'll never forget this day in my life.It's beyond everything.No words can describe how i am feeling now.i love you,always.
yours and only yours
habib noor

Zue's open house

2008-10-22T22:58:00.001+08:00

The Host

The Highlight

The siao

The cool

the girls

My crush. BIG CRUSH OF THE DAY

When you love them, they drive you crazy because they know they can

2008-10-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

now i have second thoughts about you.
i'm not happy because you are not attentive.
i'm like a small spoiled kid. i need to be pacified.

It's a bad night to be alone
But thats the way it goes.

?

2008-10-21T18:53:00.001+08:00

I miss my bestrfriend and i cant stress this ENOUGH. Looking at this picture makes me feel so nostalgic. :) HOLIDAYS PLEASE.

i can't wait to communicate with highway using the italian language.
haha, i think its cute. funny though, i'm taking the italian classes,
yet he seems to know more of it.

i love school nowadays. poly can be so fun!

I'm in italian class! YOU??

2008-10-18T01:28:00.001+08:00

°®º§hªñ° says:
WAFAH
°®º§hªñ° says:
the true colours of design are out
°®º§hªñ° says:
n ur timetable speaks for it

THANKS MR SINDHI.

My timetable is a sucker. Honestly, i hate that i hav classes in block two for bloody pathetic 30 days that starts at 6 ridiculous evening and ends at a late 9 pm.
POOF there goes my chinese dramas. I feel excetionally deprived. BLOODY AWESOME.
But on a happier note, i'm super stoked(i love this word, although i don't know if i used it right) that i have shuh hui in MOI PROJ ONE class, and IYLIA in Design history and culture.

IYLIA HAIDHAR, the amazing guy who have been a huge part of my better grades. I can never thank him enough. BE HAPPY, will you?

since highway requested for me to talk about what happened today, then i'll just do it briefly.(I HATE THIS KINDA ENTRIES -.-, but i'll just do it anyway)
I WENT for SINGAPORE BIENALLE cause i have my stupid duty,
then met highway,
then met dearest bestfriend feekah, as well as,shahrin, and zack.
we then played cards all the way till 11pm.
and 506 parted us, and left us kiss-deprived. HAHAHA(!)

OH KISS KISS KISS.

anyway, TP SCHOOLMATES, enjoy your weekend.
last weekend of the holidays can be so nostalgic.

Goodbye holidays, till we meet again.

2008-10-15T21:28:00.001+08:00

Dearest Bestfriend, i miss holidays with you. Can't wait for december cause BANDUNG, here we come baby! FLIGHT FLIGT FLIGHT.

Locked.

2008-10-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

Let me out.

ok aarathana sucked. third prize, and yeah sucked.
but despite it all, i love how we would go to tekka everyday.
i love little india, its so vibrant. HAHA. :D
THANKS KARIKALAN, DEEN, AND SETHILAN for helping me come this far.
:D
and jai, good job!

OH HI.

2008-10-09T21:22:00.001+08:00

Err, eid mubarak was okay but ramadhan was better. You know i miss those times where i would break my fast with highway, and feed him briyani (= and my smelly fish from long john's.
I got to see him early this morning, and i meant EARLY like 7am early.
Morning kisses are the best. I like where we are now. Pretty slow, and slightly steady.

Digressing, AARATHANAA is on saturday and my confidence level is around.. hmmm.. ZERO percent? haha. COME AND SUPPORT ME AT NGEE ANN POLY PLEASE.

OKAY ENOUGH TALK. BYE.

MY HOUSE:D

you are so pretty. you know you love me.

OH WAIT, i just checked my results 3 days ago when it was released 2 weeks ago. HAHA. i didn't do so bad afterall. GPA: 3.21
NO NEED TO REPEAT MODULES [=

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT C + for drawing essential for not putting in effort?
SCREW YOU.
AND PHOTOGRAPHY, WHAT HAPPENED TO DISTINCTION.

Eid Mubarak Part I

2008-09-30T13:46:00.001+08:00

Geylang was good, better than i expected really. I guess the company plays a huge part in this case. Feekah came over and we just did henna and sang songs up till 3:30Am. (: awesome that we get to catch up.. Anyway, I'm off to Geylang with my mum tonight again and won't be blogging till 2-3 days later when i've compiled the raya pics.. SO PEOPLE WHOM HAVE BEEN SILENTLY READING WITHOUT TAGGING, here's to you:A HAPPY EID MUBARAK and maaf zahir & batin (WOO !!MALAY TEXT!!)

YAYA, i love you and you know that.

issues

2008-09-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

I feel so detached from myself lately. Don't laugh at what i'm about to say but at some points,
i feel like i'm losing myself and im giving in to satans. HAHA, ok laugh.
No, i'm not commiting to crimes, but I SWEAR I CAN HEAR THIS LITTLE VOICE INSIDE ME,
and it tells me the wrong things, agitates me, and contributes a great deal to my mood swings.
AND I FEEL SO WORTHLESS, UGLY, USELESS AND STUPID. my low self esteem is honestly taking a toll on me, pray i dont get mad anytime soon.

But if i do, i hope i can stand under your umbrella.

And cry on your shoulder.

---
this post is to be continued... BECAUSE

HIGHWAY IS ON THE WAY HERE.
and i still smell like a pig. time to shower.

Dearest highway

2008-09-25T03:04:00.001+08:00

i honestly believe that its not a habit.
i know that for sure.
i yearn to hear your voice, at this moment and i always do before i sleep.
i always smile before i put this tired soul to rest, because i know,
i know you are fine on the other end, and i get to hear you say good night and then i smile.
i smile knowing how lucky i am to have found such a gem.
i think about how i feel so comfortable and safe in your arm,
and how its so hard to let go.

but tonight, my heart is heavy.
i wonder what you're doing, and im counting the hours before i hear the voice that is enough to make me smile. now, i can only afford to wish you would call me.
and if the circumstances disallows,
all i can do is wait.

but i tell you one thing,
the waiting process is hell.

i cant even close my eyes.

Playground

2008-09-23T23:54:00.001+08:00

Eh hi, That is me, busy looking at something.

Sorry, but i'm abit vulgar.

Oh we met a little girl that is so cute,
monkey see monkey do. her name is BU,
according to her.

Ya, so me and mera bestfriend was at the playground
making friends with small kids:D
and acting like one too.

and we sure enjoy taking pictures. (:

anyway highway,
i miss you so.
that nose oh so much.
:D you know i know.

quickie baby!

2008-09-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

ARUUN:D happy 19th birthday :D

And dearest highway,
For you, i will.

Don't smoke, For me, PLEASE?

2008-09-16T11:14:00.001+08:00

Dear Highway, Smoking is BAD! please try to quit, for you've not been trying.